Life is really weird right now. I never know what day of the week it is, I eat 3 lunches a day, wake up at 1pm, and go to sleep at 4 am. Not to mention, I CANNOT focus. I cannot go to a library or a coffee shop to do my work so I am stuck sitting in my living room or kitchen trying to do my assignments. HA. Yeah, we’ll see how that goes. Mainly, it is a time where if you aren’t careful your mental stability could start to diminish and you can put yourself in a really dark place. Ive been avoiding this by getting outside everyday, exercising. Running has been something that I have enjoyed all my life, it lets me push myself and escape reality. Lately, due to all this free time I have been able to run everyday which I never had time for at school.Its crazy how just being at schools takes up so much of your time. Days feel so much longer here, like is it March 51st? … dang. Cant wait to gain the covid-19 pounds!
During all of this I think it is important to stay positive. If you are only speaking negatively, thinking negatively, or focusing on the negative then only negative things will occur. This corresponds with the law of attraction, and I believe in it 100%. It is proven that if you speak into the universe negative things, for example if you wake up and something bad happens and you dwell on that and let it effect you negatively more bad things will happen the rest of the day. Everyone has experienced this. Like when you are having a bad day it seems like you are always having a REALLY bad day because bad things will keep happening one after the other. To avoid this, I have been beginning my days with something positive. I list off positive things that WILL happen to me today and I speak that into the universe as will statements not “i hope” statements. Go ahead and declare them like they have happened. For example, I could say “Today I will get a text from this person” even though it hasn’t happen or it may not happen it is important to speak these statements into the universe because eventually they will happen.. sounds crazy I know but I believe in this 100%
Now that all the sit down restaurants are closed I have truly realized how much of my social interactions took place in these places… kinda eyeopening. All I know is, the next time I hear the words,”can I get y’all started on any drinks or appetizers” IM GOING TO GO NUTS. Sushi is my favorite food ever, and every genuine sushi connoisseur knows that you must get sushi at an actual restaurant NOT at a drive-thru or at a grocery store. The next time I can sit down and eat as many juicy grab rolls as I can get in me, I will the happiest girl alive. Until then, I will be drinking my black coffee and eating my avocado toast on my couch while catching up on school work.
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